Tuesday, August 15, 2006
@11:34 AM

I wished I topped up my MRT/EZ Link card.
I wish I brought my instant noodles to work so I can save lunch money.
I wish I had the ability to wake up on time.

I wish I was slimmer.
I wish I had a beautiful face. (America's Next Top Model does NO GOOD for the soul)

I wish I had more money. (its all for a good cause.)

**

Anyways. I am beginning to doubt my dress-sense. I don't want to look like everyone else on the street with big (awfully huge) belts that don't fit them, and cute doll dresses and girls with too much make up you can't even tell how their actual face looks like. I want to be skinny, but I dont' want to look like every other girl with long black hair and eyeliner. So I wonder if its a good thing being a little plus-sized.........

But having said this, I always thought like, "Eh, my dressing can't be that bad." But outrages of outrages, someone called me "Ah Ma" today! Oh the insult. I must start reflecting and start looking at more magazines..

Disclaimer : (This is slightly sarcastic and full of dry humour, so the magazine thing is really, just the shock speaking.)

**

Friday, August 04, 2006
@2:59 PM

"I really wish I could feel some other emotion other than anger."

Everyone protects themselves, in many various ways, yes. Be it from physical or emotional hurt, we all try to defend ourselves once in a while. Some do it by allowing themselves to be swung into a deep neverending abyss of pain and piercing memories. Some do it by abusing themselves. They take the hurt, and think, 'this is what I deserve.' They justify themselves because for a fleeting moment they really feel the pain too; and pain, is good.

Others become too arrogant, and others lose track of what they were made out to be.

She wakes up and for a split second, she smiles. She smiles that its a new day. She smiles that the air outside is fresh and crisp. She smiles that there is completely nothing on her mind.

Then how come she spends her entire day being angry?

On that note. I am suddenly amazed at how Music affects my mood. (Lets not talk about Jonathan Leong. His kind of music is in another different, new, mouth-watering league..)

If i were to ask people what they like about music, they will tell me that the lyrics convey the messages, and how they can relate to it and take heart that someone out there, understands. Someone who isn't your friend, someone who hardly knows you. Someone who took your problem, and wrote it into a beautiful song, and shared it with the rest of the world.

But I submerge myself into the notes of the song, the tune, the melody, the way the music builds up, and the way it unfolds a story. And what you're listening to no longer concern the lyrics. I listen to how the music artiste sings, her pitch, the kind of emotion she expresses with each song she/he sings.

Its weird that I'm mentioning this.

And its weirder that it is an hour after work and I'm still here, enjoying this strange sense of being abandoned and left behind.

"Persian blue and bright as icebergs in the sun" - You certainly know how to make me melt.

Monday, July 24, 2006
@2:25 PM

Here i am, watching Episode 1 of Phil of the Future (for the 3rd time), and being sleepy and bored.

I guess everyone around the area appears bored too. Li just took out his (premium black chewing gum) gum and started waving it in my face. Then he started to slide it across the metal railings that seperates our office cubicles. Of course i just stared at the moving thing in amusement and with my mouth wide open (how glamourous right.) Then when he realised i didn't want it, he just started shaking the thing and glaring at me.

Li : "Try one!"

Me: "I dont' want lar!"

Li: *glares

Me: "Okay okay..." *takes one solitary black gum

Li: "Hao hao wan ah!" (this is fun!)

Me: "Wah piang...."

Li really lives up to his name (Stanley Tsai). We call him (or i call him) 'Li Sai'. Geddit geddit!?
Oh i am so not funny.

Thisentryjustprovesthatthisisreallyaveryboringdayandi'mdyingand(to)fallingasleep...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006
@11:58 AM

HELLO everyone!

Yes, its been a long time since Christmas, and i suppose no one really cares if you do your Christmas shopping by yourself or not.

(*inserts fake laughter..)

Wondering why i'm taking the liberty to actually go to blogger.com, and enter my password, and click on "New Post" and type all these nonsense that you're just scanning through now and wondering when i'll stop rambling and even regretting why you said to me, "Dyan. Please update your blog. It's pathetic."

Answer: It is because I am bored. (*inserts rainbow sparkles of joy and celebration..)

You know, it is boring working here or rather, at this moment. You'd think its all mickeyfun and lilolaughter here at Disney. Truth be told, i'm just updating because i would like to type something that does not say "Hi! I'm Hannah from Hannah Montana, and you're watching Disney Channel! Disney Channel rocks!" or "Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, Tomorrow at 7pm, on The Wonderful World of Disney."

Pirates of the Caribbean is sodding fanastic. And it is technically possible to eat Taiwan Oyster Mee Sua when you're watching a movie (just pray you have steady hands when monsters pop up in your face.) because i did it. Funny how everyone was eating in the cinema. It is also best when you watch it with one of your best friends and you both exclaim at the same time that Captain Jack Sparrow could be possibly gay.

"I have a jar of dirt!"

Oh, and very very surprisingly. Singapore is actually known to the rest of the world! I wouldn't know what kind reputation we're giving these Americans. They probably think Singapore is some sort of fishing village.

"Have you seen Captain Jack Sparrow?"
"Last heard that he was in Singapore."

Couple of Singlish lines delivered during the movie as well. (HAHA, we couldn't stop laughing)
Guy falls down and he shouts "AIYAH!" and pirates call each other "OI!"

***

Wow, this entry is pretty long if I say/type so myself.

I think Barney is also gay. (There has been rumours, but this pretty much confirms it.)

Barney & Friends - Let's Have Some Fun : Starts Tonight at 7pm.
(Hahahahaha. i'm not making it up, its what written on the cue sheets.)

Monday, December 19, 2005
@11:12 PM

Are you having a happy holiday?

Are you shopping along Orchard Road, carefree and at ease?
Are you looking through your list of what gifts to buy?
Are you admiring the lights at night?

**
This has been my worst Christmas. There's no such thing as giving. There's no such thing as cheer and goodwill.

No such thing.

Friday, December 02, 2005
@2:09 PM

A SURPRISE PARTY!!

I know i know, you all tricked me. So, here's the real story before the surprise. (Many hidden tricks and scams to lure me away, yes. I JUST realised.)


Wednesday 30th Nov
Me and Crystal went to Tepanyaki at TM to eat, and hweech joined us awhile later. Then suddenly, Lisa appeared with her newly dyed hair. "WOW LI YOUR HAIR SO NICE! HWEECH, NICE RIGHT?!" But. Why was Lisa there? Cos she went to M1 to get the phone with Dad. Hweech didn't comment about Lisa's hair, but i didn't think much about it. Why? Cos she met her previously to order the cake.

Hweech said she had to go home early. And so, Crystal and I walked around Century Square, and then I wanted to go to Mango, but she said "No, i don't wanna go. Don't wanna go in aircon." But why didn't she want to go in Mango? Cos Lisa and Dad buying phone at M1, sure bound to bump into them. So, we went home, and i didn't suspect a damn thing.


Thursday 1st Dec
Birthday Bash Day.

Mom took leave, and my aunty and my Ah-ma came over. Mom was cooking a storm in the kitchen, so i asked "Why are you cooking?" "Oh, Ah-ma that thing lo." "What thing?" "Ah-ma that thing lar!" So i didn't read much into it, and i didn't bother. I was hungry, and there was Nasi Lemak and there was so much Otah. So i asked "Why got so much Otah?!" Lisa said "Oh Aunty Angie bring one lar, her own thing." So i believed. So i thought it was not ours. And i took 6 pieces. HAHA. Hweech and Lisa got abit worried not enough.

Then suddenly halfway through the day Lisa was moving the furniture around. And i asked her "Why you moving the things around?!" She said "Oh, bored mah." But why was she moving them around? Cos there were people coming later. Lisa said she was hungry, and so i asked i'll go down with her. But why did she say she was hungry? Cos she didn't want me to see my mom cooking.

While i was walking to school, i saw Mel. She was damn flustered, and said a quick bye, and walked away. So i didn't think much about it.

CRYSTAL. YOU ARE THE BEST LIAR. HERE'S THE PART ABOUT CRYSTAL.

After jap class, she FORCED me to go and drink bubble tea with her, and she refused to let me take the bus home, and she wanted to take all my money. But why? Cos she wanted to stall for time, and she wanted to take my money so i couldn't take cab. Then i insisted on taking cab, so she said she wanted to take cab too. And she said she wanted to take first cos she needed to take a tinkle in the pee palace. So i let her. But why? Cos she had to reach my house first. Then it was too bad that both cabs came at the same time. (Haha, she had to duck cos my cab passed hers.)

Lisa kept calling me, to go and buy coke. Calling and calling and calling. Then suddenly she wanted me to buy chilli sauce cos we ran outta it. So i went to buy.

***

The lift took too long, so i took the stairs. While walking up i thought "Wah Lau. Still have to climb the stairs.."

Then when i opened the door i saw Monster Cousin, and i was appalled. WHAT WAS SHE DOING HERE?!

So i walked to my room to put my bag. Then suddenly!!

SURPRISE!

Everyone was there! I was rooted to the damn marble floor and started tearing. (Damn retarded i know.) HAHA. So there was food and curry and i was damn shocked and trembling i couldn't open my presents, and everyone was just laughing at how gullible i was and ignorant, and i just wanna cry. Haha.

Much love to:

Hweech, Lisa, Crystal, April, Jon, Jarrett, Jillene, Rendy, Manda, Zenna, Su-Anne, Chong, Mel, Joyce, Jiaxuan, Denise, Sue, Michelle, Edwin, Moo, Cole, James, Andrea!!

Kay and Luq. I wish you were here.

You guys are fantastic lar. :)

And MOMMY! She cooked so much and got herself all dirty and tired while setting up everything, though i must say her acting skills are getting much better...

ALRIGHT! SOME PHOTOS!



The surprise troopers.


Congrats dyan!


Mom and Lisa

April and Me


Making wishes.


Look! I'm the shortest!


Joyce, Crystal, Jiaxuan


Nope, i don't know what Mel was doing.


Jon is NOT that tall..


Jeryl Fudge Jeryl.


Ah-ma!


Everybody loves Rachel. (Girl in black.) Jarrett and Hweech wishes they were 12.


Bally Phone Strap and D500c from them!


Damn gorgeous flowers from Lisa.


White gold necklace with my birthstone! From mom and lisa!

Friday, October 14, 2005
@4:01 PM

Cow Poetry

Distant Hills

"The distant hills call to me,
their rolling waves seduce my heart.
Oh, how i want to graze in their lush valleys,
Oh, how i want to run down their green slopes!
Alas!
I cannot.

Damn the electric fence!
Damn the electric fence! "

Thank you.

:)

 

 

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